There are so many things in life that people could see. Yet there are things that could not be literally seen. Such as friendship and love for starters. Love,so many ways to explain such a simple word. Yet each explaination is way too complex for us to understand. Everywhere you go, you'll see people holding hands,laughing,just enjoying their companion. But could that be define as love? Is that what love really means? Honestly,I don't really know. But here's my perception of love.
Its a feeling whereby you get addicted to. A feelign whereby can crush you down so easily as it can bring you up. Its a feeling where the passion is so strong,that whenever someone tries to ruin it,you will fight for it even if it causes your life. Its a feeling when you meet that particular person and just by 1 glance you know that person is meant for you. And being in love with that person means everything to you. The person can just make you smile all day long,and just 1 day not with her will make you worrie so much that you just have to call up that person.
She's the one who always worry about you eventhough you didn't reply her text just by 1 minute. She's the one who will always be there for you,giving you a shoulder to cry on when you need 1,being by your side even when you're sick as hell. She's the one who knows you inside out,knows when you're angry,when you're sad,when you have something one your mind. The one who can cheer you up so easily making clowns look stupid.The one who you yearns for her touch,her smile,her everything. One day with her makes you feel like the happiest man alive.
And i keep on ranting bout it,it will become like one of those harry potter books. So gonna stop here. Guess what I'm trying to say is that love can be define is so many ways,and it will come to you when you find that someone. Stay strong..
Eddy Outs..
Look around you.All the people around you.Do you understand whats on their mind? Do you understand why they behave the way they do? Some things are easy to understand,some maybe takes time to understand.Sometimes when we're close to that person is the only way we will know what each of their behavior stands for.Other than that,there's no exact prediction what their behavior stands for.Humans as we all know are unpredictable.Some may come to us and just be such an asshole but at the end turn out to be one of our best buds. Others show us a facade of themselves and only show their true color when they become best of friends with us.By then,its kinda awkward to just hate them.Maybe these are the reasons why there's hatred between one another. Labels: may not be possibleThursday, February 12, 2009
These kind of things fascinate me.Not trying to say that I'm perfect in every kind of way.Not trying to say that I am better than any one of them.Honestly,I am one of them.Sometimes the facade is needed till we really trust that person.Most of the time,when we're too nice,people tend to talk.Even when we act as assholes,people still talks.Sometimes I wonder why bother? Why do we bother to keep their interest in mind?We don't gain anything nor do we lost anything.If people wanna talk,so be it.Am I right?All we know is that its not true.So why bother trying to find out or worse,trying to deny everything.One thing I know about humans,the more we deny to them,the more the believe that its true.Best answer is just to smile,shrug and just walk off.From there,we know that these people aren't our true friends.
Maybe humans are programmed to be like this just like a computer..
Maybe our strength of curiousity is wrongly used...
Some answers are right in front of us.Yet,in so many ways,we missed it.The obvious becomes the hidden,and we continue our search to find the answer.Each time we think of a solution,it never hit us that the solution is right there in our head.So we search harder,deeper into our mind,forgetting about the simplest answer to it.I guess thats just how our brain works.Getting the simplest answer seems to be the hardest part of our life.Every single questions have an answer to it,scientifically,maybe even religiously.Yet we question ourselves each day,asking for solutions from others,not knowing that we can actually solve it ourselves. Labels: yet we look pass it...Tuesday, February 10, 2009
The same concept as searching for something that had drop.Somehow,we never realize the stuff is right in front of us.We search all our surroundings except the most obvious.Its somewhat of an obvious place whereby people seems to just glance by.If each of us actually look at it carefully,there are things that others never really seem to see or care.I guess this kind of places are the best for people to stay hidden.Some sort of a sanctuary for them.Maybe a place to hang out for others.
What if we really use our full function of the brain? People who use 9% can do wonders,create things thats never been seen or heard of.What if we use 100% of our brains? Who knows what we can achieve.Yea sure,scientists says we're gonna get seizures and brain damage.But if each individual uses 100% of their brain,wouldn't they come out if a solution to prevent any of that from happening? Just by using 9% of his brain,Einstein became legend.Wouldn't it actually be possible if people find the solution to prevent seizures when the brain develop fully?
Maybe the answers are right in front of us..
Maybe we are just not ready for this..
I guess the word weapon means more than what we could think of.Every single time I ask someone about a weapon,they'll go gun,knife and anything materialistic.Haven't any of them thought how our mouth is the most powerful weapon of all? Just by opening it,we could start a fight,make people look bad,and just making things either worse or better. Labels: ..Right Under Our NoseMonday, February 2, 2009
It doesn't hit anybody how our mouth could be the source of someone's pain or someone's hatred.For all you know,someone is insecure because of what others say.Who knows?
With just a short simple line coming out of our mouth,everything changes.Maybe from a good old laughter to a fight,from a fight to a laughter.No one really notice it,but our mouth is one of the biggest weapon.It doesn't necessarily need to explode or shoot out bullets to be a weapon.Just by a few words is enough.
I guess most of the time people don't realize it.Even I don't realize it sometimes.It just slip out and once a while would cost something.Maybe a friend,maybe respect? We don't really know until it happen.Yet,on the bright side,it could be use in a good way.We praise people,we help them by talking to them.Makes us feel better,at the same time,make things better for someone.I guess its up to the person to do what he/she wants.Its all up to them,we can't do anything to change it.
Eddy Outs..
Hmm..Environment can do wonders to the mood around us.Weird,but somehow,when its about 3 in the morning,with Teh Cino as our drinks,and just a normal kopitiam or void deck,it somehow make us share our problem with.For me and my best friends anyways.And every single time this happens,it get me thinking.Sometimes the same things,sometimes a whole other topic of life.And this time,somehow I realize how important my parents are. Labels: ..yet feelings are thereTuesday, January 27, 2009
Sure,I complain a lot about them,maybe even shout and scold them.I guess thats what puberty is all about.For now,sure,we would be constantly piss off at our mom or dad,but do we really hate them? The 2 people who raise us up,gave us shelter,food and the feeling of love whereby no other person in the universe could give? Thinking back,I realize how stupid I was to be angry at them for just a small thing.Yea,I will constantly do it without realizing it.Thats just how life goes,no matter how hard you try to control your anger,it will be release one way or another,no matter if its you parents or not.
Just hanging out at Changi Village kopitiam,me and my friends kinda talked about family and stuff.And somehow,I realize how my dad and my mom are random.They would sometime buy things for me just for the fun of it.And at that point of time,I realize how parents would go around anywhere,and always think about their children.Like when they are buying shoes,if they see something nice,they would sometimes buy it and think back,"hey,my son can fit this,so why not buy it?"
I guess everyone of us should think back and be thankful for whatever our parents had done.I dunnoe how my life would be without my mom and dad.
Thanks mom,thanks dad.
Eddy Outs..
Been hearing this particular song by Ne-yo feat Fabulous titled How I Do. Labels: You know what it means..Saturday, January 17, 2009
Its kinda catchy,but since i sucks in computer stuff,don't really know how to put in the song to the blog,so here's the lyrics instead.Haha
Ne-Yo Feat Fabulous - How I Do
We back at it baby
its loso in case you ain't know so
that boy Ne-yo
Chill out shorty we do this
You see i met her at a party the album release
I told her i switch dates like the album release
and when it come to the style im a beast
swagga is crazy
I should be in a asylum at least
& uhm I'm a gentleman I open the doors
so i'm opin in more than Oprah at 4
I does my thing and i hope you do yours
Cuz my shit is so dope
you wont cope with withdrawal?
They like nope we want more
Shorty i could sell it like i tell it
i should open a store
But i don't do the drama
really think ima come blow it up like a suicide bomba
might give you a wink
might send you a drink
Could be nothing
It might be what you think
And either way it play im still loso
had to give it to you baby
in case you didn't know so
Aghhhhh
Ive got a few different women
Told you from the beginning
Girl don't act brand new
I tried to be honest said if so tell me why you trippin
you know how i do
why you callin screamin bout some place that i was seen in with somebody else
you really need to get a hold of yourself girl
heyyy
If you're asking me if i was out with a little sexy thing in a tight red dress
well if you must know the answers yes
riddle me this
When we started chillin
didn't i say that i aint willin to be your boyfriend
Take it or leave
riddle me that
If i kept it real & you said you wanted me still
So why the hell are you screamin at me
About the fact that
Ive got a few different women
Told you from the beginning
Girl don't act brand new
I tried to be honest said if so tell me why you trippin
You know how i do
ohhh heyy
Did i say anything to you
When i spotted you with some dude
From around your way
i saw you just the other day
yeee
no didn't even mess wit it
Cuz real talk ain't my business
You ain't my lady
Do you thing play how you play
riddle me this
If you be out havin fun
kickin it with this one that one
& i don't give you no flack about that girl
Riddle me that
If i don't get in your stuff
baby wont you tell me what
Gives you the right to be all on my back
about the fact that
Ive got a few different women
Told you from the beginning
Girl don't act brand new
I tried to be honest said if so tell me why you trippin
you know how i do
Oh baby let me break it down
Its all about honesty
So baby girl why you wanna trip on me
said Its all about honesty
I kept it real
I kept it real girl
You wanna run in these streets
Wanna run in these street
but don't be mad when you see me
Said its all about honesty
I kept it real
Yea,so if you want the song,I do have it. The lyrics is awesome.
I'm awesome!
Eddy Outs..
I really don't get it.Not a single thing seems to make sense right now.Maybe I did a mistake,maybe its not even my fault.I don't know.But one thing for sure,its starting to piss me off.I can't count how many million times I've said to people,I rather hear things straightforward,straight to my face.But I guess,some people may not have the guts to do it.Like I've said before,whats the point of backstabbing? Whats the point of talking behind someone's back? It just gets freaking annoying.Somewhat like a fly.Guess we really can't trust anyone these days huh. Labels: May not be who they are...Wednesday, January 14, 2009
What does it take to make someone to get off your back? Honestly,I've been thinking this for quite a long time.Sometimes I just wanna say get the hell out of my life!!!
Just shout it straight to the person's face and get it over with.Its been months since it happened,so get over it.No need to be so emotional about it,coz in the end it won't happen.Whatever it is that you want won't,let me emphasize on the WON'T,happen.Not in a million years,not in the next million decades.Not even if you're the last girl on earth,coz honestly,I don't love you as someone who's special.You're just another friend I got k.
I guess I'm being too harsh.I just can't take it anymore.Friends seems to be enemies,and enemies are just making things worse.I guess its falling apart.Somehow in my head,I thought things would go smoothly just like that,but obstacles still comes.Maybe its me,maybe I did something to piss them all,to piss nature off.But I rather have it right in front of me.For once in my life,I want someone to step up to me and tell me what it is that they despise or what it is that I did to piss them off.Sure,it would be painful,but its better for me,coz if its my fault,I can change.Haiz..
Eddy Outs..