Heyz...Eddy here..So,sch sucks,relationship dunnoe what happening,parents on my nervous system..So yea,all in all..Its all going so gooooood! SHEESH!!!!
Oh yea,I paid my fucking sch fees by myself coz of some stupid mistake where everyone blame me..Haiz..
Ok,so ryte now i'm in sch using zara's lappy...Sucks la,having CMBIO later..Fucking hell..Haiz..Sch is very depressing...Bah..
Oh yea...Bah,too many oh yea alrdy..
So basically,sch wise it sucks!!! Project and exams coming up..So irritating..And to make things worse,everyday finish at 630 or 7...Bloody tired la..Don't even have time to spend with Nana..Haiz..And yes,I do think of u eventhough we rarely meet this week..
Relationship wise,I have no idea..I juz dunnoe things ryte now..Everything so messed up..One minute we're laughing the next we're quarreling over something stupid..Haiz..Dunnoe whats going on ryte now..Everything so fuck up..Ryte now she's working and we haven't meet since Monday..Its seriously messed up..Honestly,I hate it when you go out with most of your frends..And yes,I'm jealous coz most of them are guys..Haiz..Forget it..
Family wise,ITS FUCK UP! Fucking hell,I lost 700 bucks bcoz I need to pay my own sch fees..Haiz..And now I dun have money bcoz some ppl are juz too selfish..2 days of quarreling with dad realli sucks..Juz can't wait to go Silat to relieve all this bullshit in my head...
So,this Saturday gonna have Softball attachment..So,hopefully gonna have fun..
Looking back,the best day of my life was on our 11th Anniversary...I juz wish we could be like that now..I guess life juz unfair..
Eddy Outs..
Lonely,Tired,Bored
Heyz..Eddy here..Yea,kinda in the happy mood..HeheWednesday, January 16, 2008
Yea..14 Jan had came and went..It was my 11 mth anniversary..So here's how it went.
Started out to be the worse day ever..She told she had to work,and early morning was juz so fuck up that tears kept coming down..Haiz..We argued all the way till after my sch ended..Haiz
Somehow,in the bus I juz got a crazy idea..And how lucky I was that she wasn't working after all..Hehe..So planned to meet at 5..But she said at 630 instead..So,yea..Told Zara to accompany me buy some stuff for her...So around 6 went out again and met Zara before meeting her..Hehe
So yea..Was a bit late to meet her..I'm sorie honey..Hehe..Hope u understand it was a surprised :D
How happy she was when she received the flowers and chocolates..So happy that she beat me..Hahakz..Yea,I juz can't forget her face..So red with happyness..Haiz..Wish to see that everyday
So,thought of going Gelare and so we did..Ate small waffles with 2 scoops of ice-cream,Choc Overload and Cookies and cream..Hehe..So gonna be fat..But who cares..So yea,walked around for a bit..Initially wanted to watch movies but there was nothing interesting goin on..Alvin and the chipmunks were out..haiz..So in the end went to collects my specs and juz hang out together..WEEEEEE!!
I dunnoe why,but really so happy..Hahakz..O well,I still got about 5 hours to burn before Open House Meeting..Haiyo...Sian arh...
Btw,had a home run today!!!!!!!! WOOTS!
Eddy Outs..
Happy,Bored,Sleepy
Heyz..Eddy here...Nothing much to update...Skewl sucks..NP Open House is this coming week..17-19 Jan..Anyone wanna come juz come...I'll be at the convention center...Saturday, January 12, 2008
Oh yea,I'm not in the mood..So dun bother thinking why I fucking update like this..Enough is enough...You knw wat I mean..
Eddy Out..
Moodless...
nana here....Friday, January 11, 2008
well...new year was the fucking year of all...haix...
but everything turn out well after that...dy...i wanna say sorrie 4 everything and i wanna say i really love u lots!!!luv u sooooo much sayang!!!
Heyz...Eddy here..Wednesday, January 2, 2008
Haiz...Depressing..A new year and it starts with a fight..yea2,u fuckers wouldn't care shit bout tiz..U guys juz dun have anything better to do in life so u guys blog..Ryte? Bah..
Wonder hw tears are form..Wonder how emotions make us human...Juz wonder why it juz hurts so much evrytime bad things happen..Sucks how humanly I am..Sucks how thiz feelings juz make my tears drop..Maybe,juz maybe...No matter what it is,I like it eventhough it sucks..Every drop of tears shows hw our soul is still here..Shows how humans are not at all bad...Shows hw great it is to have feelings rather than becoming a walking zombie..Haiz..
Everytyme I look back,I ache at my mistakes..Hw could I be so stupid..I should have appreciate her..Appreciate her more everyday instead of groaning over small things such as waiting..But somehow my anger got over me more than my patience..I've been waiting for 3 years,wats another hour or 2..Yet,it juz hurts me how little time we spend..And I'm afraid..I'm realli2 afraid that history would repeat itself..Scared that wat had happened in the past repeats itself and there's no turning back from it..
Hw can something so simple turns so complicated..And juz turns into an argument..Which eventually turns to shedding of tears..Haiz..Juz bcoz of waiting..Whats wrong with me? I knw i'm much more patient than this..Is it becoz I juz cant take it anymore? Am I juz sick of waiting and always waiting? Am I sick of sacrificing my time juz for her? Honestly yea..But there's always the feeling of happiness behind it..But why the hell did I snap? How the hell I snap????? Haiz..I'm way better than this..So whats wrong with me? Haiz..
Eddy Outs..
Moodless,Sleepy,Tired