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Tuesday, February 20, 2007

Stab Me Juz To Ease The Pain.....Plz

Heyz...Been a while...Not a while,a LONG time..Ok2..
Nothing much change...The same old same old me..
Well anyway..Juz need some advice from whoever reading this blog of mine...
Hmm..Lets say the gurl's name is C....So the story goes..
I met C last 2 years...Through my CCA at MSL Z 2...Hmm,lets juz say I didn't realise I could feel tiz way towards her..So,as per normal,I ask her no. and so we stayed contact and blah3...And so,feeling grows you know...From juz a frend,I got a crush,den got the lovey dovey feeling...Blah3..So,last week,I kinda ask her stead and as per normal get rejected...Got bloody down lor...Wat to do...So I was wondering wat I shuld do...
I know most of you would say move on,million other gurls in the world...Maybe I'll find someone better...Blah3..The problem is I kinda waited too long till its hard to let go...So now I'm confused..
My cousin said try agian..Dun give up and try to change my tactics..And sure,I'm trying but I don't think I have the strength to face another rejection..Especially from her...Haiz
Well anyways,live move on...Hmm,I've turn blacker coz went to Changi Beach and bbqued there...Enjoyed the beach with Jack and Khai..and of course my parents are around...Well,at night we went to OCH and theres nothing there except for some white beings...Wasted nvr bring camera,shuld have taken some pics...O well..Hmm,so we hang out at the coffee shop and rest..One by one we knock out coz bloody tired...Haha
Hmm,what else...I guess nothing much..Nowadays been to busy to blog eventhough I use the comp every night...Too tired to blog,plus most of the time I dun really have to mood to type stuff inside..Hmm,gonna update some of the stuff here..So check it out aight...=D
Eddy Out

|7:03 PM|

still wondering about my future...

Tuesday, February 6, 2007

Untitled...

Heyz..Me again..Finally updating..
Actually nothing much to say...Juz wanna say been feeling kinda down tiz few weeks..
And oh yea,for all those who's taking 'O' lvl results tiz friday,gd luck yea?
Dun forget to tell me your results..I'll tell mine if its good..If it sucks,u'll know through my MSN nicks..
Hmm,since tiz few days,I'm having a feeling there's something missing..
Somehow tiz song reminds me of wat it was and how it felt..
Oh well...The lyric is nice and quite a lot of meaning to me..
Bizarre Love Triangle by Frente
Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through into a bolt of blue
It's no problem with mind, but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes and it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
CHORUS:
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can't say
I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself that if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
CHORUS
Every time I see you falling I'll
Get down on my knees and pray;
I'm waiting for the final moment you'll
Say the words that I can't say.
Haiz...O well..Have Fun..
Eddy Out

|10:00 PM|

still wondering about my future...