Heyz...Eddy here!! Well,since exams were over,I pretty much didn't update...Been kinda lazy actually..But well,since now nothing to do,might as well update right..
So yea..Been rotting at home during the day and hanging out at night..The best day or shall I say night was on Wednesday!! From just hanging out for a while with Ace turns to a tonning session with Black,Ayu,Tarmimie,Safie,Amir and Ariff!! Ahakz
It was super damn fun..Hang out and talk and juz laugh and make fun of each other..Even went to Woodland Garden and took cool pix..In the end we all went to my house ard 10+..Haha..Karaoke session and sleeping session took place..Hahaha...
So yea..That was the only fun part other than on the night me and tarmimie juz hang out at Mr Teh Tarik..Haha..We hang out till 4+ juz talked with Hafiz and his friends..So now,back to rotting at home with nothing to do other than play games and watch movie..Haiz..Quite depressing..Oh well,finally this blog is update,so Bucket cannot complain k!!
Eddy Outs..
Bored,Tired,Had a fun night..
Heyz..Eddy here...Haiz..Been a while since I update..And yea,forget bout the previous updates..Monday, February 11, 2008
I dunnoe why..Somehow I have all the signs of schizophrenia and split personality..Haiz..Weird but true..Do i really? I dunnoe..So yea,if suddenly I snap i'm sorie in advance..
Ryte now I'm bored out of my life..There's nothing to do at home except rot and play games..Studying is out of the question k..Sick and tired of studying la..She's working and got dunnoe what other things goin on...Haiz..
I miz her..Juz can't wait for v-day..But quite depressing for me..There's juz something that bothers me..Dun wanna tell here...
Anyways,life been ok...Nothing much occured..Nothing much to talk about..
There's one thing though..Memories..
Yea..Memories..I dunnoe why..Thinking back,the memories of me and her juz came back..Since we were frends and how it lead to this..If onli I wasnt so stupid to not realise all the hints she showed..Maybe things would be different..No mistakes done,No harm,No mistrusts...Haiz..But all the sweet memories,I juz look back and smile..Yea,call me crazy..call me schizo..It doesn't matter..Everyone had their memories of their loved ones..I'm juz mentioning mine..:D
How I smiled everytime she msged me..Even now I still smile when she msg...Hehe..Ok,stop the mushy2 stuff..
Hmm..Thats it la..Nothing much happened..Juz bored and bored and still bored so yea..Life is a bore!!
Eddy Outs..
Schizo...
Heyz..Eddy here..Been a while since I updated..Somehow this blog juz doesn't make any sense anymore..SOME ppl are too busy to write in the blog but yet so free to skip classes and hang out with their frends..Guess waiting for that is like waiting for snow to fall in singapore..Yea,as u all can see or read,I'm not in a very good mood..Wanna know why? I actually dunnoe myself..Monday, February 4, 2008
Its been 1 week and I'm still trying to figure out what went wrong here..Is it due to the fact that you lied to me,or is it something else? But I dun think I'm still angry bout the lying part..So what is it? Oh wait,is it about not spending time with me? Nah,I dun tink so..Coz I told you I won't bother if you're always busy..Hmm,so what the hell is wrong with me..let me think...Hmm,is it coz we rarely talk to each other about stuff? Oh no its not,coz its my fault for keeping quiet..And it's me who is changing..Yea,its always me..Always me doing something to make things worse..Always me who can't take jokes..Always me who ruin someone else's day..
Sumtymes I juz wish you could read my mind..Juz understand how I feel when you say things..I dun understand it..Yesterday,I juz sat and think to myself..Whats the purpose of me fetching you from work? To spend time with you,to talk to you,to meet you..And what happened,ouh yea,u wanna hear ur songs..U wanna play games...And u expect me to say wat? "I wanna talk to you so dun hear song"? I didnt knw my silence was so oblivious..I'm kinda hurt inside..you said 4 days was too long..But there were so many days that I spend time alone coz you were too busy with skewl and stuff..I know we talk it over but that doesn't mean I'm not hurt..That doesn't necessarily mean that I won't feel a thing...
I thought I would see something..Juz something that would say u wanna spend time with me at least before I go..But nothing..I look at you and nothing..You dun wanna talk about it and all u did was say how long it is..I knw its long and I can see you dun want me to go..But all I'm asking is a sign,juz something that show me hw you realli feel...Show hw true and honest you are to me..Haiz..Sometimes I juz get the thinking if we could make it...Other rimes I juz think of moving someplace else..Juz get my feet back on the ground...Haiz..Forget it,by the time you read this it won't matter anymore..Most probably by the time you read this we would be back to normal..Juz dun keep anything from me...Once you read this,tell me..
Eddy Outs..
Moodless....