There are many things in this world that we can't actually explain in simple terms.Thats one thing everyone should know.Addition to that,one person can't really know the other person really well,from inside out,within just a few days or even months.Even best friends take a few years to really know the other party really well.I'm saying this for the sake of letting out something thats been in my head for a long time. Labels: ..Not That Simple
I'm just an average normal person.Nothing too special about me,and nothing weird about me.Its just me.I may be an asshole to some,very nice to others,and just plain irritating to many.Thats a fact,and I know it myself.But that doesn't mean that that's the real me.My head is filled with so many things that I kinda might blow up at any moment to anyone.Surely,those who really know are those thats with me every single time.Honestly,my Poly friends don't know me at all.Not even the slightest of who I really am.
I'm the type of person who keeps thing to myself.Letting things out to only those I really trust.And getting my trust is not that simple.I may be easy going and all,but don't judge me,coz once you do that,I'll be that type of person only towards you.I can be easy going all the time,yet I might show some things that many haven't seen yet.If you think you really know me,all I'll do is laugh and say this. "Think Again."
Eddy Outs..
This blog been stagnant for quite a while.Due to my busy schedule,didn't really get to update it that much.Attachment during weekdays and work during weekends,gets me no life actually.But the money from work is good,so,I'm happy.Been 2 weeks exactly since fasting month,so far,so good.Tiring is all. Labels: ..And Another BiatchSunday, September 14, 2008
I reached CDC on my first day and I already hate it.Even Kampung is nicer than that horrible place.Plus my CI is quite a stupid biatch.We're in year 2,we know how to do the basics skill,we don't need you to supervise for a stupid NGT feeding.Plus,we're suppose to be helping not doing all the job there.We don't need you Enrolled Nurses to shout from one end of a corridor to the other end just to ask me for help.Idiots.
Been thinking about it.I guess theres no apparent point in trying anymore.Somehow I'm stuck in a love triangle.Though I've told myself millions of time,better to go with someone who loves you,rather then chasing someone who don't,somehow words are not the same as actions.I realize,I rather just give up on both.On the one I'm chasing and the one who I think loves me.I don't want to be the bad guy,but I don't see a point in accepting anything when I don't have the same feelings towards her.And I don't see the point of going after her,when I know she don't have the same feelings towards me.Haiz.
Thats it for now.Try to update soon again.
Eddy Outs.
Been a while since I blogged.Been busy with attachment and work.Hey,anything to give my head less things to think about. Labels: ..when we turn 25?Sunday, September 7, 2008
Looking back with my friends,I wonder where we're gonna be when we turn older.Will we still be hanging out like we are doing right now,or will we just get further and further apart? Somehow the song Graduation by Vitamin C really have a lot of meaning in it.Every word of it shows what the future might be.How hard it is for us to enjoy our friend's company when we're older.Even now with me having attachments and part-time job,I seldom get to see them.Only when we're out at night den we hang out and just joke around.Haiz..
I guess its just too obvious.Might as well move on.Nothing gonna change even if I propose to her right now.Like I've said before,how could you be so blind? Maybe its just not meant to be.Oh wells.
Eddy Outs