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Tuesday, April 29, 2008

So Whats The Reason Now...

Heyz..Since nothing to do other than chatting with Li Ling and Insyirah,I might as well blog for a while.So,woke up a bit late today knowing today was gonna be a really sucky day,which in the end turn out not so bad I guess..Early morning with msges to read..

"Don't do stupid stuff" she said..Ya ryte,and yes,I don't believe you even care..And Im happy with being that way,so enuf is enuf alrdy. There's no need to ruin my mood every other day.It doesn't matter what I do now coz It doesn't affect you in any way at all. One thing still bothers me is that why you even bother with me now anyway? Whats the point? Haven't I went through enough? Compared to my swollen and bleeding knuckle,its nothing to what you made me feel.Haiz..Plus,to make it worse,my PDA juz don't want to on. Haiz..

Ok,enuf is enuf.So yea,lost my mood for the morning,which was return by Ayu n Beng.You're best,guys! Den there was suffering of hunger coz have to wait for dumb2 jovi.Had lunch at SIM and we headed back to stage where we emo.Ayu coz of someone,Beng coz of gurl.And me thinking wtf I did to deserve this. So yea,den we wanted to head back home but Jovi wanted to go to Island Creamy or sumting like that.Initially didnt want to go,but Jovi insisted and said she treat me,so we went except Beng.Thx to Jovi,I feel happier with Ice Cream.Haha.So yea,it was fun thx to Ayu,for making me laugh,Beng for being retard,Jovi for being dumb and yet still treat me ice cream.

Eddy Outs..
Moodless still inside..

|9:19 PM|

still wondering about my future...

Monday, April 28, 2008

Back....Once again to rattle on about pathetic life..

Hey there...
Been wondering lately,what went wrong in life that my relationships turn out to be fuck up..And I realize hw stupid I was..hahakz
So yea,I'm just turning 18 and I realize,why bother with having relationships when things would juz turn out bad,when u can just wait for that "someone",whoever she is,and get a serious relationship and settle down...This came to me when I found out my cousin is getting married this coming July..So that means bubbye to KL..Sadded,but hey,its not like everyday someone close gets married ryte so yea...

So,life moves on..Skewl been fun with Ayu,Beng,Jovi and Adilah. Nothing seems to bother me much except when she suddenly msg..Like wtf dude..Other than that,got that stalker..Which is dumb coz I told her I don't have feelings for her..Which resulted in me being the bad guy..Oh well,I don't care what ppl say..All I knw,I did the right thing by not leading her on..I knw hw it feels and let me tell you it sucks..

Family on the other hand is getting on my nerve.Especially my retard bro..Idiot keep getting on my nerve..Closing the bloody window when its so fucking hot..Using the phone till when my frends call he would tell them to call back..I'll be like who the fuck are u to do that..Sheesh,nw i juz feel like whacking him...

Frend wise,like I said before,Ayu,Beng,Jovi and Adilah have always been there..Plus wanna say thanks to Insyirah for always cheering me up and being there for me..Kinda miz her sia..Haha..Other than that,there's Liling who always chat with me when I'm damn bored..hahaha.Who else..hmm mat been busy or either he busy or we busy...So sianz..hahakz..Plus there's the guys,Hafiz,Amir,Amin,Abdullah,Zul and the rest of the HS year 2 soccer team..Haha

So yea,life still goes on..As usual..

Eddy Outs..
Moving on..

|10:35 PM|

still wondering about my future...

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Its all over....

Heyz...Eddy here..And juz gonna be me...No more relationshits...Juz plain ol me..So,most probably gonna be onli me updatin tiz blog,so yea...Haiz..Juz gonna change certain things...No more "us",no more "u n me"..Its juz me now..So forget everything..Forget every single thing that happened,forget about us..Gdbye..

Eddy Outs...
Forever...

|6:01 PM|

still wondering about my future...