Heyz...Orite,juz a quick update before i need to go bath and go for attachments..
Life been okay,some things change a lot..Especially for my Silat training..Juz too many conflict with someone that even the joy of goin Silat is not there..
Silat is suppose to be stress free,where we train while enjoying it..Not making it like sch or military training whereby its all work no fun...Haiz..Juz hope some ppl would realise it..
Hmm,lucky today my one afternoon shift..But cialat,go home at 9 sia..But at least can have breakfast la..Since i'm gonna be broke for 2 weeks..hahakz..O well,guess I'll survive..Worse 2 worse gastric attack while doing attachments..So no worries,working at hospital mah..Lots of nurses and docs..lols..Since attachments started alrdy,less time for me to slack with Black...Less time for me to meet up Baby...So,gonna be quite busy and tired most of the time..Plus,nex friday can't go silat due to afternoon shift..Haiyo..
Hmm,lately some of my dreams partly came true..And it kinda scares me...Juz the day before Black told me about this guy,I dreamt bout him and what he did in my dreams affected my relationship really bad..And it really scares me..Plus Black told me bout him and it kinda linked to my dream and all..I dunnoe what to do..All I could do is be ready when it starts showing..And Baby,pls to take care of urself aight,juz be careful when around that bugger...
Eddy Outs..
Thinking,Tired,Stress Again
Heyz...Back to update since nothing better to do...HahaThursday, August 23, 2007
Juz got back home a few mins ago...Went to hang out with Tam and Black..Lucky hang out at Tam's place which is like only 6 storeys below..Hahaha
Basically juz hang out,talked bout stuff..Played monopoly again and played DoTA on Tam's lappy..Hahakz..Such a boring hang out ryte,but hey,the atmosphere was nice though...Finally exams are done,no more bullshit of studying late nites..No more stressing bout stupid papers the next day..Woots!
Yea2,nothing stays long..So after the paper,its like enjoyment for 1 min..Den stress bout the results..Kanasai..So a single way to relieve stress..And it works!! Playing soccer at street soccer court in front of canteen 1..Hahaha
Basically scored and scored and got really tired of running..So chillax and headed home around 2..Reached home around 3+ den went to sleep..Haha..Lucky got alarm clock and Baby called..Or else confirm she pissed off coz sleeping and nvr go meet her..Hahaha
Den,standard operating procedure..Talked to her..Den more stress come coz something happen..And I dun tink I can do anything if it really happen..Haiz..Better to be prepared in case of emergency..Call 911...haha
Orite,i'm siao alrdy la..Too stress and now can't sleep..Need to hang out alrdy..Hahakz
Eddy Outs
Stress,Happy,More Stress,Mad,Bored,CAN"T F**KING SLEEP!!!!
Heyz...Back again...Yea,no mood today...Been having moodless days tiz week..Dunnoe why also..Ok,i'm lying..Bah...Sunday, August 19, 2007
Somethings juz keep bothering me..Ferst of all the weird dreams that I've been having..Lately most of them coming true..Most of it is about my relationship..Talking bout it,somehow I'm feeling rather empty now..1 whole day passed and still no news from her..Honestly,I have a bad feeling bout today...We've been arguing over small things evrytyme..And somehow mostly its my fault I guess...
Today she went for her training..Dunnoe whether she went town or wat with her frends..And the least she could do was juz tell me whether she's goin..Thats all I wanted..But heck,since morning till now there's nt a single msg nor call..Is it too much to ask? Somehow I feel like there's something she's hiding from me..And I hate this fuck up feeling..
If somehow I'm quiet or wat,its due to this..Its not that I want to be quiet..Its not that I want to make u feel like I'm angry or pissed off..Its juz this crap in my head..And if you're angry or pissed off coz i wrote it on this blog,den I'm sry..Coz I juz can't seem to tell u aight..
Eddy Outs..
Moodless,Worried,Scared,A lil heartbroken...
Heyz...Long tyme nvr update..Been too lazy to update...Hahakz..Ok,since I've got nothing better to do ryte now,might as well update tiz junkhead of mine..HmmTuesday, August 14, 2007
Ok,lets start from Sunday-12 Aug
Since 13 and 14 Aug is Nabilah and Black's birthday,we planned to celebrate it together on 12 instead..So yea,we went to Esplanade..Hang out at the bridge and sang songs like crazy ppl..Especially me and Black..hahakz..Den,Baby was hungry,so we went to Long John Silver..Mahathir and Fiza didn't come along..Dunnoe why,the least u guys could do was follow..Haiz..Den met them back in front of Esplanade..Mahathir called me and told me he was in the toilet..at the same time I was in the toilet..Lols..In the end saw him coming into the toilet..Funnys sia..Initially wanted to go to a park near Esplanade..but someone have to whine a lot..so juz hang out near the NDP place..Took pics and all..Juz chilled..Ard 630 headed back home..Wasn't as fun as I thought it would be..But at least I get to spend the whole day with Baby..Hehe
Monday-13 Aug
Baby's BirthdaY!!!! But weird dreams coz me to be moodless..Whole day juz stayed at home..Went out for a while juz to cut hair..Near fall asleep around 5 and Baby called saying meet at Marsiling Mrt at 530..So yea,around 520 went out again..Totally moodless..Den met Azley and chilled with him for a while since he also waiting for his gurl..Talked and talked..Den around 6 Baby called asking where I am..So met her,and juz chilled..Didn't get to send her home coz my uncle is coming..Which in the end didn't come..Bloody hell..Wasted my freaking time..Shuld have spent it with Baby..Den at nyte talked to her on the phone..And somehow what I dreamt partly came through..After she told me,I was like speechless..Nothing was on my mind..Den she went to sleep and so did I...
Tuesday-14 Aug
Black's Birthday!!!! Yea,today ok2 la..Wanted to hang out with Black since its his birthday but he goin out with his gurl..So,dunnoe what to do for today again..Plus no money..Wanted to go study,but no mood..Still thinking bout yesterday..Oh yea,today 6th mth anniversary..Hahakz..Ok,at least got something to be happy about..Maybe gonna meet Baby later,not sure what time..Go eat choc ice kacang I guess..So pathetic of me sia..Anniversary den go eat Ice Kacang at kopitiam..Haiz..Sry By,dun really have any cash with me..Maybe nex tyme..Since nex 2 weeks is my attachment..Hopefully there's enough to go somewhere..:D
Eddy Outs..
Moodless,Kinda Happy,Bored
Heyz...Back again..Totally can't sleep due to my sore throat..Kept coughin since By called..So got nothing better to do,end up playing DoTA with bro and watched The Simpsons Movie..Funny like hell la...Wednesday, August 8, 2007
Anyways,nothing much has been happening...Most of the things are kept inside..Better to be that way..Been happy2 with By..hehe
Bloody hell,in 2 hours tyme need to go skewl liao..So sian la..Feel like meeting with her,I guess I juz have to wait till nite falls huh...
I dunnoe why,but nowadays been thinking bout something..Something that is bothering with my head..But I can't seem to get the answer..Even the question seems to be hard to grasp..I dun understand what's happening..And usually when these stuff happens,it doesnt mean good news..Somehow,something bad gonna happen..And suspect its gonna be towards my relationship..haiz..Its been like this since I started having serious relationship..And bloody hell, I hate it..
Hmm..Later need to do some stupid projects and hopefully gonna finish early..So at least can go home and rest my stupid head...Too much thinking can lead to brain damage..hahakz
Hmmm...tmr National Day..Dunnoe what to do..All I know wanna spend some time with By and juz enjoy the day..Woots...
Exams are around the corner..Juz 1 week more and thats the end of the semester..So fast sia..Bah...
Eddy Outs
Emo,Heartache,Brain dead,Clueless,Confuse..
Heyz..Lets see what I wanted to say...Hmm,oh yea..I dun actually have anything to say..darn.Saturday, August 4, 2007
Ok2,lets see..HS Idol was a blast..Shu and Arina really sang well..hahakz..But somehow they didnt win coz of the stupid voters who are more close with the other contestant..Bloody hell..They can't sing for god sake..Lols..
Yesterday was an ok2 day..Skewl was boring as usual..Most of the ppl starts to get very busy while some are juz busy with their guys and gurls..So nothing much happened,hang out with Fiza for a while den headed back home...Training was bloody tiring..Doing Commando Push Up for 30 times,sit ups 40 times,knee to chest 20 times...And all this for 3 sets..Luckily after that got a lot of water..Hahakz..Drank soya bean like no body business coz got a lot sia..Den Ah Khai kena sabo with soya bean milk..hahakz..Sadded,confirm sticky sia..
Lols..Today sucks,wanted to go out but cant..Juz have to wait for tmr den can go out..Sian arh...Tmr goin baybeats..Woots..Hopefully none of them pangsey..Haiz..Oh well..
Eddy Outs
Tired,Bored,Stomach Ache