There are just some things that humans can't seem to see or predict.One of it is the future.What does our future bring? What will happen to us 10 years down the road? Will we be someone who we're not,or will we still be the same person as we are? Who knows what will happen,flying cars? Floating buildings? Imagination running a bit wild. Labels: ..Fear?
Honestly,thinking about the future makes me scared.Terrified actually.Looking at the rate that I'm going,and the results I'm getting,I just don't think I'll be someone.Looking at my options,somehow none of it can be reach. I mean,Toronto University?? I'll be lucky if they even want me there.Paramedic? Maybe,that is if I can get into Civil Defense during NS. I guess some of the things are just near but yer too far for me to reach. Many people said that if you don't try,you'll never know. Yea sure,I agree,but look at the circumstances,I don't think I can do it even if I try. Sure,giving up now is just a lost battle.Haiz..I just don't know what to say.
Changing topic.Sometimes I wonder what happen to all those that I know.Some of them change,or maybe just showed their true colors.Some just act like I'm a stranger,even worse.I guess in this world,its just hard to know who your real friends are.Those who are nice to you might have another motive.Some are just being nice in front of you but not behind you.Some are just plain bitches/bastards but actually they're not that bad.I guess what I'm trying to say is,its just hard to find true friends.Not in this time anyways.
Eddy Outs..