Somehow,everywhere you go,no matter in school,work,or just during attachments,theres these type of people.At least 1 or 2 of them.The type of people who the higher ranking people just adores because they suck up a lot.No matter what you do to prove them that these people are not what they think,it just bites you in the ass back.Seriously,how unfair is that? You work your ass everyday and these people just talk to the boss and BAM! they get their names praised.Sickening,seriously. Labels: ..Which pisses me off
Bus ride to IMH gives me a lot of time to think.And also just enough time for me to sleep.There's just something that I need to let go.Like the fact that I'll never get her,or the fact that I'm not ready for another mishap relationship.Somehow,no matter who's there,I'll just go with the flow,except when I'm with her.There's just something about her that makes me melt,makes me a bit off guard.Maybe this crush is not a crush anymore.I just turned it into a major problem.There's no one I can put the blame on except myself.
Thinking back,people can manipulate others to get what they want.Its really sickening.Using someone just to get something for themselves.I learned this yesterday in IMH.No,not thru the patient,but thru one of my attachment mate.It just pissed me off.To think that I could be fooled by his stupid words.Haiz.If it was the patient,I wouldn't be surprise,but my own attachment mate? Sickening,seriously.
Damn,been using these words way to often.
Eddy Outs