I don't really know what I want.Somehow I'm too fickle minded.Sure,its better to be loved by someone rather than chasing after someone you love,but is it fair to that person if you don't really have feelings for her? It takes 2 hands to clap,and somehow its not mine who's clapping.The more I think about it,the more I worry.I don't want to be those people who treated me that way.I know how it feels,and I really don't want her to have that kind of feelings.It sucks,seriously. Labels: ..Too much is goin on..
On the other hand,work somehow gives me something,or rather someone who has always been my eye candy.What can I say,she just have the cute girl face.Kinda makes me think of dating her.But hey,I'm not one to be that open.Yet,as per normal,she don't know anything.Nor does she takes any hint.Oh well,life still moves on right?
Getting myself occupied is kinda good actually.I don't really think much that way.The only thing I always think about would be the problem that arises and the solutions.But somehow,it doesn't get my mind of things that I usually think about.My surroundings are still all the same.Typical things still happens and being busy doesn't help me from not noticing it.Kinda irritating,but bearing with it is the only thing I can do.As much as I like noticing stuff,it really gets on my nerve sometimes.Sickening isn't it.
Eddy Outs..