As suspected.You want to know the whole truth,here it is. Labels: We're Done
That night,I wasn't even thinking of playing you nor was I even thinking of hurting you.What I've said,I meant it.You know it yourself,you know that I'm not the type to play behind you back.I wasn't planning to make a fool of you,I was just saying what I feel.Yea sure,at that point of time,I do have feelings for her,but I didn't say it becoz I'm afraid of exactly this.For god's sake,you knw me better than the rest,and to think you could even think that way really disgust me.To tell you the truth,I had to lie becoz I dun want this to happen,since it already occured due to my fucking drunkness,I'll tell you everything now.
Yea sure,I lied to you,but hey,its not like you didn't lie to me.Everybody lie to each other.I've told you before,somethings are meant to be a secret.When she replied that msg,I was quite shocked.I didn't realise what I did and I didn't have the fucking guts to tell you.I know hw you would react and I know this would happen.You could say that you won't react the way you are right now,but you will.The least you could do was come ask me what happened before jumping to any conclusion.But no,you chose this path.Yea sure,I made a fucking huge mistakes.And you dun even fucking know hw fucking worried I was on that day you came late.You can ask her yourself,I regreted encouragin you.And its not because of the reason you think that I encouraged you.
I didnt say anything about my feelings exactly because of this reason.And all I can do right now is apologise,whether u accept it or not,I do not know.You chose your path and I've chosen mine.All I'm saying is,the least you could do is not make things awkward for the rest.
Eddy Outs