Learned a few things in life.Things can always be worse.But at this point of time,it doesn't matter does it? Nothing seems to be the way it normally is.Maybe I've change,for better or for the worse,only others know.All I know now is that I've change. Labels: Heart to heart, Step by step
If somehow,I've change to the worse,then I apologise,If I change for the better,than thats great ryte?
Mistakes happens all the time,and I made the worse.I admit,but if I could control this heart,it wouldn't happen.I know I've said that I won't turn back time even if I could.Right now,even when this happened,I still won't.No matter how much that mistakes cost me.I learn from mistakes,and yea,I've lost people who I care,but hey,real friends stays and help not fade away.I'm not implying anything here,I'm just saying generally.Don't take it personally.
Life has always been a bitch.No matter hw you try to fix it,things still happen.Maybe not the same way,maybe not the same time.But if you sit down and think back,its always a loop.The mistakes you did will happen again onli a different way.A different scenario.Its not that we've nvr learned,its just that it happened for a reason.Maybe to remind you,maybe to show hw many possible ways it could occur.Its nature just like eating,no matter hw you try,you can't restraint yourself from making mistakes,nor can you restraint yourself from eating.Its the same thing.Not literally.
Things happen can never be un-done.No matter what you do,it still occured.All that you can do is accept it and move on.But always remember to apologise.No matter what,even if people do not accept it,its the only thing you could do.You can't turn back time,its gods will.I'm not trying to preach nor trying to teach,its just that things have been goin way to fast for me.Things are piling up,day by day.I still have to face it,sooner or later.And right now,I'm facing it one by one.No more waiting,no more running.
Like I've said,I've change.For the better,maybe for the worse.
Eddy Outs..