Staring out the window in the bus,it got me thinking. I'm far from those I'm close to. Somehow I unconsciously avoid them,not wanting to let them knw who I realli am. What I do and what I say,somehow its being controled.Telling them things thats just on the surface,not those I realli feel. I dunnoe why I do it,I dunnoe whats causing this. Labels: I'm walking around shits.
Maybe its because of what I've went through all this years. Every single time I trust someone,they backstab me.And I wouldn't be surprise if there are people backstabbing me rite now.I may not be likeable,I may not be someone you'll get close too just by saying hi,but that does not give anyone the right to backstab me.It happened to me millions of times,and maybe thats the reason why I dun want to get too close to someone.
Enough is enough. Seriously,I had enough with shit happening to my life.Every single day,every single time! Will there ever be a day where things will go the way I want it to be.Maybe it onli happen in movies but at least,though the minimal chances,just once I wish it would happen. Somehow I'm walking around shits. Everywhere I go I'll just step on shit.Sickening it is.Haiz..
Eddy Outs..