Somehow,she realli made my day. Just by saying those few words through MSN,it kinda makes me feel better. All the stuff thats been goin on,somehow makes me too tired to care. Parents naggin,friends ditching,all I do is just say ok,and move on,not bothering to care what happen.Sometimes I don't even bother to reply.But a few minutes back,what she said,it kinda make me smile till now.While typing this blog,for not apparent reason,I'm still smilling.If you realli knw me,you'll knw I rarely smile.So,realli big thanks to LiLing.:D Labels: Living Life In Shadows..
Life is sickening.Seriously.I don't even know why I bother to continue.Each time some random couple walk pass,its just so depressing you knw.Yea,I got over her long time back,but I somehow want to get that feeling back.The passion for someone.The feeling of being loved by someone.And its getting sickening every single day.Did a survey just now in skewl about coping with depression or something like that.And I answered everything according to what I feel.And somehow,I read back the questions,I'm quite a depressing person.
I try not to affect people around me.Fake smiles flies all over.Laughter just appear after lame jokes.Disturbing ppl,making them irritated so that they'll notice I exist.Even some days,I just feel invisible.Even in my own house.Parents would ask where I am eventhough I'm inside my room just staring blankly out the window.Sometimes I just wish my bedroom door could be lock.No one can come in and see what I'm doing.Who knws,I might even kill myself.
Eddy Outs..