Sitting at home,just staring at the comp,wondering when will anyone ask me out,it sucks you know.How pathetic can my life be? I realli need to get a job. Damn hand keep me from getting a job. Realli can't wait for it to heal.Once healed,can go find work,and at least got cash around,so can pay off my brother.Haiz..sickening..
To think that this feelings would disappear,vanish or just go *poof*.Guess I'm turning more and more pathetic.This feeling inside just grows deeper and deeper.Even just by seeing that someone for a few minutes,it made me smile and think of her for the rest of the day.And I'm saying to myself that I could forget her? Haiz.
Thinking back,there were many other girls out there,there were many other people that I could have feelings for,and somehow I got attracted to her.Why must cupid be so dumb to make me fall for someone I'll never get? Is it a test or a way to make me breakdown even worse than I did before??
Either way,it will make me feel worse than what I'm feeling right now.Maybe my life was meant to be like this.Can't grab hold of anything just because there's a wall in front of me.It always happen,might as well accept it.
Eddy Outs..