Heyz..
Ever thought of trying to stop whatever you're doing and just sulk your way through the nite,hidden from everyone..No one in the room but you,lights off,curtains closed..Juz darkness surrounding..Sitting,staring blankly into no where..Juz sulking,nt wanting to share your feelings,not wanting to tell people,juz emotionless..
Haiz..
Sometimes when I tink of it..The onli ppl who knws who I realli am is my brother..Even so,he don't realli knw what I've been through,what I'm thinking,what I'm feeling..And I wonder,when people say they knw me,do they realli? There are so many things that I hide away..Not wanting people to know..Maybe thats wat makes me who I am..Juz another person with a troubled mind..Guess the lines ryte,behind every smile,theres sadness,fear,hate..
Am I going crazy by doing what I'm doing or is it juz me? Sometimes I dun even know myself..Whats the purpose of me being here anyway? Guess its juz nt time to know yet..
Till den,gdnytes
Eddy Outs..