Heyz..
Ever wonder why some people just look at you weirdly..? In my case,its nt some,somehw its like most of the people I knw and even strangers in the MRT..Am I that ugly that people look..er,no wait,stare would be more appropriate..at me every single time? Its kinda creepy,though Im used to it by now..
To those who've been asking me whats wrong,well,here's the answer. Everything. Somehow since I lost her,everything juz seems different.No one to hug,no one to pamper and spoil,no one who would always be there juz to talk.I guess it was a big impact on me.But I knw 1 thing,things will be the same even if she's still here.Yea,sure there are people to talk to,people to chat with,people to hang around to make life seems fun,but theres that emptyness,hollow feeling,knowing that there won't be someone I could juz let out my feelings,someone that I could realli love.Maybe thats juz why I look tired,so glum,moody,depressed,watever u wanna call it..
Its not that I dun appreciate people asking me whats wrong..Its juz that I dunnoe hw to answer to that.Every single time,I try to act like there's nothing bothering me.Be happy,enjoy life with frends.But theres juz one thing that I realli miz..Someone who could juz hug me,someone that I feel so comfortable with that I dun care whats goin on in the world..Someone who could juz be there for me,even if the sun drops down to earth,and I won't care coz she's beside me.Holding me..Haiz..
I guess its juz not fated..Its juz not meant to be...
Till den,gdnyte
Eddy Outs..