Sometimes,I get the thinking that somehow I don't belong anywhere.Even in skewl, somehow the onli person thats there is Ayus.She's there for me every single time and yet I still feel alone,not wanted.But I realli thx her coz she''s been a good brother to me. And to me,she's more than just a brother,she's like a family to me. Someone I can turn to when I'm down,someone that will always cheer me up with her craziness. And for that I thank you ayus..
Trouble mind is just wasted on me. I want her to be here,I want her to find me special. I want her to be someone that I can turn to,and I want her just to be mine.But there's juz nothing I can do.Every time theres just something stoppin me.I can't speak my mind becoz. Jus becoz...Haiz..
She's in my heart even when I don't think of it.And I get hurt without her doing anything.Maybe thats wat hurts me the most,I'm just not noticed by her.Maybe I'm being stupid,being selfish,but I just want her so badly.I guess its just not meant to be.She's just someone I can never get.Maybe he was ryte,I should just forget it.And people wonder why I do stupid things.The answer is simple,I rather have physical hurt than emotional hurt.Thats just the way I am..
Eddy Outs..