Heyz...Eddy here..
Haiz...Depressing..A new year and it starts with a fight..yea2,u fuckers wouldn't care shit bout tiz..U guys juz dun have anything better to do in life so u guys blog..Ryte? Bah..
Wonder hw tears are form..Wonder how emotions make us human...Juz wonder why it juz hurts so much evrytime bad things happen..Sucks how humanly I am..Sucks how thiz feelings juz make my tears drop..Maybe,juz maybe...No matter what it is,I like it eventhough it sucks..Every drop of tears shows hw our soul is still here..Shows how humans are not at all bad...Shows hw great it is to have feelings rather than becoming a walking zombie..Haiz..
Everytyme I look back,I ache at my mistakes..Hw could I be so stupid..I should have appreciate her..Appreciate her more everyday instead of groaning over small things such as waiting..But somehow my anger got over me more than my patience..I've been waiting for 3 years,wats another hour or 2..Yet,it juz hurts me how little time we spend..And I'm afraid..I'm realli2 afraid that history would repeat itself..Scared that wat had happened in the past repeats itself and there's no turning back from it..
Hw can something so simple turns so complicated..And juz turns into an argument..Which eventually turns to shedding of tears..Haiz..Juz bcoz of waiting..Whats wrong with me? I knw i'm much more patient than this..Is it becoz I juz cant take it anymore? Am I juz sick of waiting and always waiting? Am I sick of sacrificing my time juz for her? Honestly yea..But there's always the feeling of happiness behind it..But why the hell did I snap? How the hell I snap????? Haiz..I'm way better than this..So whats wrong with me? Haiz..
Eddy Outs..
Moodless,Sleepy,Tired