Haiz..Been busy tiz few days..With Hari Raya coming,many things need to be done..Cleaning up of things,baking and all..Dunnoe why,but somehow no mood for festive season tiz year...Too many craps goin on in my life...From one problem comes another fucking problem...Haiz..
Its all fucked up la..My relationship is getting from bad to worse and somehow it seems to be my fault..She's busy working and I'm gonna start skewl soon..Seems to me like I'm becoming single again..Haiz..Whats the point of this relationship if all we gonna do is talk on the fone for a few mins..And honestly,I'm trying to trust you but with this problem of seldom meeting each other,its giving me a hard time aight..And I'm sorie if somehow I'm always pissed off..Juz hope you understand...
Fuck,2nd problem...Somehow my dad is giving me a hard time..Who the fuck give their son 50 bucks to buy shoes?? Sheesh,and every single day he would come home and juz shout to me randomly..There's juz something in his eyes thats not fucking ryte..What the fuck should I care with cleaning my room? Sch is starting soon and its still gonna be a mess coz of all the books..If you're saying I'm fucking selfish,how the fuck about you?! Juz for a 70 bucks shoes you wanna yell...Where the fuck can you find a cheap,yet nice shoes??? ARGGHH!!!!
I wish you're beside me now..I juz wanna hold you tight..Hug me and dun let me go..Please..
Eddy Outs..
Missing her...