Back again after a loong time...I knw ryte..Been busy with stuff you knw...Raya and all,plus sch is kinda hectic..Don't even have time to hang out much nwadays..Its like,sch,hang out durin break,sch again,den go home when sch ends..Things seems to change in sch...Many of the slackers seems to be missing,either too busy with their classes,or juz dun wanna hang out anymore...Haiz
Things seems to change around me too..She said I changed,even Arina said so in her blog..I dunnoe,but I guess I did change a bit..Everythings seems to me needs to be taken seriously although the joker in me is still alive..Especially in a relationship..I dun understand whats wrong with me...I can't even understand myself..Somethings are juz meant not be told,but seems to me,till when shall I juz keep tiz feeling,tiz anger,tiz frustration..Haiz
Relationship seems to be goin on smoothly for the moment,juz a bit of fights here and there..Somehow I juz don't understand which is more important to her..Is it her work? Is it her sch frends? Or is it me? If work is more important den its fine by me..Juz dun expect me to be there often..I'll juz disappear from whatever is left off of us..Somehow evrything is ending with a sigh...Every single thing juz doesn't seem to be fine with me...
I smile,I laugh,I joke..But deep inside,I dun understand one single shit thats been goin on..Dunnoe what I'm doin is the right thing..Better yet,I dun even know what the fuck i'm doin...It bothers me..Whats the purpose of all this? What am I goin through ryte now? Somebody HEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!
Eddy Outs..
Even worse than before...