Heyz...juz got back home and kinda bored..So here's an update..
Uncle went back alrdy..Heading to Indonesia,wishing he would reach there safely..Insyallah..Wasted didnt get the chance to say bubbye..Haiz..
Anyways,daddy seems to be in good mood..He toping up my ppd for me..Dunnoe hw come good mood,but gd la..I guess..Seems like everything turning out fine..Yet,still feel cold inside..Nothing seems to make me feel happy,excluding chattin with u bucket..Hahakz
Somehow,feelings are mixed up..There's juz too many things bottled up inside,and I can't let it out..Somehow this bottle is gonna overflow very soon..Even when I'm with my frends,brothers,smilling and all..But loneliness comes when I'm alone..There's juz seems to be something missing..Cold and damp..Haiz..
Anyways,tmr gonna go buy stuff..Going Peninsula to get my shirts and jeans..Maybe gonna go with Black and Marjuk..But Somehw I feel that gonna go alone..Den maybe gonna meet up with HS frends,oh hw i miz them,to breakfast together..Somehow my life rite now is full of MAYBEs..Dun ask me y,somehow taking my time to get my feet back on the ground is juz taking too long..
Life juz aint fair,and I have to accept it..
So cold this heart has become no matter what I do..
Bottling up everything like there's no ending..
Happiness juz doesn't occur,loneliness settling in too..
Juz part of a lyric i made..Haiz..
Eddy Outs..
Back to square 1,Bottling