Heyz...Juz here to release all my shitness away...Dun bother reading I guess...Haiz...
Anyways...Have you ever felt so down juz by a small thing? Well I am having it now...Dunnoe if its anything to ppl out there..But to me...Haiz..I dunno arh...So here it goes...
All I wanted was to meet you...All I wanted was to spent time with you...Yea sure,I know frends are important..Even I feel that way...The thing is,I asked wat tyme u finish...And YOU said u didnt know..Well okay,I understand that..But I told u to call after u finish..But u didnt..I juz wanted to know where u are..Hw u've been..Juz wanted u to call and hear your voice..And all I wanted was to say I LOVE YOU...I guess you're to busy..Yea sure,my ppd low..But I told u to call Arina or even Shafiq..And yes,I miz you...Sooo much...Is that too much to ask?
Not that I'm angry...Sometymes I juz think there's something you're hiding from me...Behind those sweet smiles,the kisses,the hugs...There's juz something you're not tellin me..Haiz...I nearly cried juz now..I didnt coz I know you're gonna feel hurt when you find out...And I dun wanna hurt you...
The thing is,I feel this way coz I'm afraid...I'm afraid that I'll lose you...Out of all the relationships I had,you're the ferst that I felt so happy...Such joy...I know this words means nothing...I could be lying..But its up to u to believe me..Maybe there's someone else in your mind...I dunnoe...All I could say if you find someone better than me,den go ahead..All I want from you is the truth..
Haiz...So depressed...I realli miz you...And I realli love you...Hugs and kisses always carebear!It all ends here...Eddy Out...