Heyz...There's something fuckin wrong with the blogger system..So fuck it la..I can't use the normal font size I use..And this alignment sucks...So have to bear with it la...
Anyways...I've been having bad stomach aches and somehow I think la my apendix sumtin wrong..Yea,she ask me to go doc but I dun wanna...Waste money and tyme onli...Live have been so-so...Nothing interesting happened during the weekdays..Juz boring old stuff..And juz no mood this few days...Maybe coz I think too much or sumthing..Sometymes I juz cry alone at nyte..I dunno why..Maybe coz I realli miz her...And maybe coz I'm hurt...I dunnoe...All I know is that life is quite stressful now..Things are juz happening too fast...
Honestly speaking,I am happy to have friends who supports me...But sometimes things are not meant to be told..I try my best to tell evrything..But juz so you know,I have my own secrets to bear with...When I'm juz sitting quietly,dun mind me...My brain is juz to stress or maybe things happened...Mood swings come and go...Its not that I think the world revolves around me or anything..I juz wanna make things clear...Sry if anyone is hurt...
Yea,today was ok I guess..Joy and laughter,anger and sorrow...As per normal...I juz can't bear the thought of losing her...After what had happened and all..Haiz..Anyways,per normal,lepakz with twin bro,Ayu,Arina,Fizah...More tickling here and there...Fizah,sorry if I hurt your hand..Took the MZ9 training today..And I didnt realli did my best in teaching them..Sometimes personal stuff keeps coming in..Pluz 2 days nvr meet her...Maybe even gonna be more than that...I'm juz afraid of being hurt again..After what had happened with the 2 ppl...I juz lose confidence in myself and due to that I get hurt easily...To her,I'm sry if I keep
"merajuking" away...Its not ur fault..There's juz something wrong with me...But I dunno wat..Btw,dun be stress out too much aight..Chillax...
It all ends here...
Eddy Out