Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Sometymes Things Juz Don't Go The Way We Planned...

Heyz...Back once again...

Anyways,ever had things planned for some a week or so? Hmm...Let say,you're goin out nex week and you kinda planned it 1 week earlier or so...And well,it screwed up and you knw,either get postponed or juz plain cancelled? Ever had that sucky feeling? Well yea,happened too many times to me...So lets skip that section...

Hmmm..Okie,nex question...Ever expected things to happen differently? As in,lets say,a date or something?So yea,kinda happened to me too many tymes..Well anyways,you know the feeling when things turn out to be something close to what you expected but suddenly things seems to turn to the opposite of what you want it to be?

Anyways,I kinda expect things to often you know...So yea,I expected this relationship I have with..lets juz say with C...to at least heading somewhere you know...And now things juz turn upside down.Somehow she seems to be avoiding me or sumting...Well thats wat it seems to me la..What would you think if evrytyme you msg that person,they'll go "I'll msg u back later." or they juz dun reply...If thats not enough,you called them and yea sure you knw they're busy,so you say you'll call later on...And yea,they say "Call back at (whatever tyme).Dun forget to call k?"..And sure,you wait coz love makes ppl blind see.Okay back to the story,you waited and called and they say "Call in 15 or 20 mins tyme plz? Sry." And yea,like a fool,you wait again.And here's the great part.You call ryte,and you either hear "Sry.The no. you called is not available." or maybe "Sry.We are not getting a response from the M1 customer.Plz try again later."

So yea...That happened to me..Not that I'm angry or pissed off or anything like that.Honestly,I don't mind.All I'm having in my mind ryte now is that why would someone do something like that? And why things can't juz go the way we expect it to be?? Okie,I know things are jumbled up here.I apologise for that coz all I'm typing is things that comes to mind on the spot.And yea,I'm kinda havin a jumbled up life ryte now.So dun mind me.

Okie,here's something I heard from the movie "Music & Lyrics".A good movie,very touching.Well,here's the lyric.I'll update the music video later on.

Way Back into Love - Hugh Grant & Drew Barrymore

I've been living with a shadow overhead

I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed

I've been lonely for so long

Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away

Just in case I ever need `em again someday

I've been setting aside time

To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

Ohhhhh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine

I've been searching but I just don't see the signs

I know that it's out there

There gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light

Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction

And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart again

I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's rea

lOr if anybody feels the way I feel

I need inspiration

Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you

I'm hoping you'll show me what to do

And if you help me to start again

You know that I’ll be there for you in the end

|7:56 PM|

still wondering about my future...