Heyz...Back once again...Anyways,ever had things planned for some a week or so? Hmm...Let say,you're goin out nex week and you kinda planned it 1 week earlier or so...And well,it screwed up and you knw,either get postponed or juz plain cancelled? Ever had that sucky feeling? Well yea,happened too many times to me...So lets skip that section...
Hmmm..Okie,nex question...Ever expected things to happen differently? As in,lets say,a date or something?So yea,kinda happened to me too many tymes..Well anyways,you know the feeling when things turn out to be something close to what you expected but suddenly things seems to turn to the opposite of what you want it to be?Anyways,I kinda expect things to often you know...So yea,I expected this relationship I have with..lets juz say with C...to at least heading somewhere you know...And now things juz turn upside down.Somehow she seems to be avoiding me or sumting...Well thats wat it seems to me la..What would you think if evrytyme you msg that person,they'll go "I'll msg u back later." or they juz dun reply...If thats not enough,you called them and yea sure you knw they're busy,so you say you'll call later on...And yea,they say "Call back at (whatever tyme).Dun forget to call k?"..And sure,you wait coz love makes ppl blind see.Okay back to the story,you waited and called and they say "Call in 15 or 20 mins tyme plz? Sry." And yea,like a fool,you wait again.And here's the great part.You call ryte,and you either hear "Sry.The no. you called is not available." or maybe "Sry.We are not getting a response from the M1 customer.Plz try again later." So yea...That happened to me..Not that I'm angry or pissed off or anything like that.Honestly,I don't mind.All I'm having in my mind ryte now is that why would someone do something like that? And why things can't juz go the way we expect it to be?? Okie,I know things are jumbled up here.I apologise for that coz all I'm typing is things that comes to mind on the spot.And yea,I'm kinda havin a jumbled up life ryte now.So dun mind me.Okie,here's something I heard from the movie "Music & Lyrics".A good movie,very touching.Well,here's the lyric.I'll update the music video later on. Way Back into Love - Hugh Grant & Drew Barrymore
I've been living with a shadow overhead I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bedI've been lonely for so longTrapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams awayJust in case I ever need `em again somedayI've been setting aside timeTo clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I wanna do is find a way back into loveI can't make it through without a way back into loveOhhhhh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shineI've been searching but I just don't see the signsI know that it's out thereThere gotta be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some lightNot somebody just to get me through the nightI could use some directionAnd I'm open to your suggestions
All I wanna do is find a way back into loveI can't make it through without a way back into loveAnd if I open my heart againI guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's realOr if anybody feels the way I feelI need inspirationNot just another negotiation
All I wanna do is find a way back into loveI can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to youI'm hoping you'll show me what to doAnd if you help me to start againYou know that I’ll be there for you in the end
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Heyz...Back again...And yeah,my fever juz got from bad to worse...Checked ytd morning and it was 40.1 deg..I'm like WTF...It was only 37.8 the other nyte...Haiz...So yea,went to polyclinic ytd..Doc said my throat swollen...And she give 2 days mc...and i was thinkin wat is it for...I'm nt working anymore,i'm nt schoolin anymore...Bah,juz took it la.... Feel a lil bit better today...still having headaches,coughs...The usual...Sumhw the medicine is slowly kickin in...Feeling a lil bit drowsy already...Haiz...Guess i better head off to sleep...Maybe update some other tyme..Gdnyte! Eddy Out
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Heyz...Back once again...Well anyways,been kinda sick for 2 days now...Grrr...Yesterday's temperature was 38.9 deg...So,been suffering all day with coughs and flu and headache...Was sweating yet shivering all day...Can't even sleep properly juz now...Kept waking up evry few hours...HaizLuckily now quite okay alrdy...Still having the headache but no more shivering...Still sweating though...Sumhow the fever went down alrdy..Phew Well,wanted to go doctor today,but juz heck care...Lazy to wait at polyclinic,so in the end juz went back to sleep juz now until Khai called...He on the way here to hang out,so at least got frend to hang out with..HeheBeen lazy to do anything since juz now...Evrytime wake up felt like puking...Is that the way to spell it? Can't tink properly...haha Hmm,gonna make tiz a short wan...Headache getting worse...Need to bath again since I'm sweating like mad...Haiz...
Eddy Out
Sunday, March 11, 2007
Heyz...Back again...Juz got nothing better to do...So update tiz junk....Anyways,nth seems to be diff...The same old same old crap..No luck in getting the ryte person...Oh well,juz heck care alrdy...Haiz..
Well anyways,i got the results for the course i get..And I kinda get my 6th choice...Which is nursing...At least I got someting which I'm interested in..And gonna see me in Ngee Ann poly i guess...Juz sad that most of my frends go to NYP..But at least I got Shafiq with me...So gonna be great...Hahaha...Chaos comes to NP's way...Hahaha Bah...juz gonna make this short...Juz plain lazy to update...and not really in the mood...Here's someting I made up... Tiada guna menunggu jika tidak diingini...Tiada guna menanti jika stiap hari kecewa...Ingin ku berlepas tangan dan pergi...Namun tiada guna kerna ku tetap rasa pasrah... Di depan mu ku hanya seperti kawan biasa...Dalam hati ku ingin mu disisi...Bilakah kamu akan sedar...Bahawa kamu seorang di dalam hati ini... Eddy Out